Pet Loss - The Short Life of a Pet is Measure in Love

The Short Life of a Pet is not Measured in Time, but in Love

The patterns of one's life often are captured and defined by the all-too-short life of a very special animal.

I know this all too well now. I've been spending a lot of time remembering, analyzing and, yes, crying, after losing my 10-year-old dog Lance last week, a victim of the cancer that had finally come roaring back after more than 18 months of dormancy.

Two years ago this month, a veterinarian I didn't know, then a young associate at the hospital we patronized, told me Lance wouldn't make it through the summer, if he even made it through the next few hours. He told me this over the anesthetized form of my dog, who'd gone in for a biopsy and come out with a reconstructed bladder after the young veterinarian acted on a hunch that what he wanted to do might work.

It did. Lance recovered and thrived for that summer and the next one, as the vet, now out on his own, ended each of Lance's frequent examinations with a shake of his head and an expression of amazement. It was a precious

time, too good to last, and just before Christmas, a smidgen of blood in the bottom of a test tube gave us the news we'd all feared: The cancer was back.

In the months that followed the tumors grew, and I anxiously watched for signs of discomfort. When the first ones came, last week, that same veterinarian, now counted among my friends, put Lance out of pain's way.

We'd always had dogs in our family, but Lance was the first one that was mine and mine alone. I was almost 21 years old when I got him. After less than a year of living on my own, I had decided I couldn't live without a dog. I was in college then, with a low-paying job and an unknown future, but I knew I didn't want to take another step down that road without a dog at my side.

I'm just one of those people, I suppose, who doesn't feel right without a dog.

I made the calls, located a litter, and soon brought my gold-and-white fluffball home to a third-floor apartment in a building that didn't allow pets, and to a roommate who hadn't been consulted and was not amused.

The breeder had called the puppy Toots, but I christened him Lance, and also saddled him with an official registered name that is too silly and pompous to repeat.

The name Lance never fit him that well, either. He was a delicate, intelligent and fussy animal who acted grown up as a puppy, and maintained a regal and aloof demeanor for the duration of his life. Alone with me, and withme

alone, he was occasionally silly, but it was with the understanding that his unseemly behavior was our little secret. He was obsessively clean, taking care to walk around puddles and spending hours grooming his tiny white paws into perfect shape. He was quite beautiful, and he knew it.

We didn't last long in that first apartment, and Lance went with me through a more than a few moves and a long line of roommates, relationships, wild parties and strange situations. Lance was with me as I changed from a crazy college kid into a serious professional, from the foolishly frivolous person who'd buy a dog on a whim to a woman in the early stages of (sigh) middle age who plans her next dog acquisition two years in advance.

In all that time, he never changed. He was always well-mannered and affectionate, and he made it clear that next to those neat little paws, I was the thing he liked most in this world. Everything else he mostly just tolerated -- like the dogs that were to follow.

I suppose I should be ashamed to admit that the other dogs, though dearly loved and painstakingly well-care-for, have never reached the plane of existence Lance was on. In deference to my allergist, only one dog slept in my bedroom, and that dog was Lance. If only one dog got to go on errands, it was Lance. When my parents made it clear that one extra dog was the most they wanted when I visited, that one dog was Lance.

Lance was my one dog when there was only one dog. He never got very used to sharing, and I didn't really make him try. It'll never be that way again for any other dog, or for me.

Of all the things I adored about Lance, all the things that made me smile, it was the way he behaved when I was upset that means the most to me now. Lance never liked to see me cry, and with Lance around, I never cried for long.

He'd put one of those perfect little paws on my knee, and shove his nose under my hand. If I ignored him, he'd grab that hand with his teeth, bearing down slightly and revving up a full-throated growl. He looked mighty tough, but his tail was wagging, and his eyes were laughing up at me, and soon I'd be smiling at the picture he made.

The first night he was gone was one of the worst of my life, but it was that memory of Lance that got me through it. Through my tears I could hear him growling, could feel the teeth on the back of my hand.

I smiled, as I always did, and realized then that he is with me still, and always will be.

Gina Spadafori is the award-winning author of Dogs for Dummies, Cats for Dummies and Birds for Dummies. She is also affiliated with the Veterinary Information Network Inc., an international online service for veterinary professionals. Write to her at

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Pet Loss - Children and Grief

Children and Grief

pet lossMany children will experience death and grief for the first time when they lose a pet. It is important that this loss is handled caringly, thoughtfully and sensitively. It is commonly agreed that being honest is the most important thing. It is not necessary to discuss all details, however some older children respond well to being included in family-pet discussions. Be honest regarding pet death.

Be sensitive, but do not lie. Advise against euphemisms, untruths or half-truths.

Give the child permission to work through their grief. This includes telling teachers about the pet's death and encouraging the child to talk freely even if the owners are distressed by it. The giving of hugs and reassurance is beneficial, as is discussing death, dying and grieving openly and honestly.

Remember that when adults that showing their own grief in front of their child is healthy as well. Hiding grief might make children wonder why the parents don't miss the presence of the pet in the house. In extreme cases this may lead to them wondering if parents would be sad if they died. Grieving and crying in front of a child validates to the child that these emotions are OK to express.

Be creative about ways to help children memorialise their pet.This can include setting up a 'shrine', with photos, incense and candles, planting a tree, or just drawing picture. Some children might like to start a journal of pet memories.

Children's Age and Grief

Under Two:

Children under two can sense stress in the house even though they do not know the cause. They need extra comfort and attention during the grieving period. Infants and very young children may not understand the death of a pet, but they are very aware of the tension and change in emotional state of those around them. Parents can reassure kids by hugging and holding them, and keeping the household routine as normal as possible will help.

Toddlers and preschool age:

Children aged 2 to 5 may believe they are invincible. Death to them is seen on TV with resurrections common in cartoons. Often these cartoon characters are animals, which does not help them to understand the finality of death for their own pets. Explaining death without euphemisms will help them better understand it later. Children under seven may need help in understanding that the pet will not wake up or come home.

From school age upwards:

While young school age children have a better grasp on the finality of death, in their minds the world revolves around them. As a result, guilt may play a part more heavily in their grieving processes. For example, if they have had thoughts like “I hate walking Fluffy every day, I wish she was gone”, then Fluffy does die, they may end up believing that they were in fact the cause of their pets death.

Children between the ages of 7 and 12 can understand the permanence of death. They may ask many questions about how and why the pet died. Children over 12 years of age (adolescents) may have a very difficult time recovering from grief and may not be open about how much emotional pain they are experiencing.

Summarized from Belinda Beynon, BMVS

Pet Loss - Grieving the Loss of Your Dog

Grieving the Loss of Your Dog

loss of dogWhenever we experience grief, past losses come back to our minds and hearts. Grief is like an illness or injury, with an acute stage that heals but still leaves us forever changed. Proper care during the acute stage can lead to better healing and perhaps even a strengthened ability to heal from future grief.

When for some reason healing doesn’t go well, people can be left more vulnerable to serious emotional problems at times of future losses and at emotional times such as holidays. Because of this vulnerability, it’s important to take every opportunity with any loss to come through it to peace of mind and intact good memories. This is true whether the loss is a human loved one, a job, a disability, a disaster that destroys your home, or the loss of a beloved dog.

One fact about life on earth is that it will bring losses. We need to stand by each other at these times, both for the sake of the grieving person and for our own sakes. You may be one who has trouble accepting help from others, but please make an exception at times of grief. You may need some time alone, but you also need support from other humans who can relate to your experience.

Even a little bit of this support coming at the right moment can make a huge difference in a person’s future ability to cope with grief. It’s easier to accept the help when you have taken your turn providing it for others. Sometimes the person in place when we need a moment of understanding from another human being is a close friend. Plenty of times, though, it’s someone you encounter online, at your job, or when out doing errands.

Most of us have opportunities from time to time to lighten other people’s burdens, and this is a vital one. Other humans throw plenty of stress at us, so when you have a chance to give or receive positive support from another person, act on it. You will be stronger for the experience and so will the other person.

You can help yourself cope with grief at the loss of a dog better by doing certain things. You may also be able to help someone else by passing on the information. Exactly how each person decides to do things is up to him or her. What’s important is to make decisions that will aid your peace of mind and healing.

Get the facts. Don’t hide from a diagnosis. At this point in time, it is still the dog owner’s choice about whether to authorize a particular treatment. Laws may change that, if “guardian” replaces “owner.” Some people want to see government take over medical choices for our dogs, but for now in the United States you can confidently take your dog to the veterinarian for an assessment of the dog’s condition without fear that anything will be done against your wishes.

Sometimes people don’t understand this and fear taking their suffering dog to the veterinarian for help. In the process, the people suffer, too—potentially for the rest of their lives, knowing they failed to help their dogs.

You will be glad you got accurate information so that your veterinarian can help you make the dog as comfortable as possible for as long as possible. With a diagnosis, your decisions will be based on reasonable knowledge of the expected outcome.

Write down your questions before talking with the veterinarian, and take notes as you get the answers. This works a lot better than relying on memory later to make sense of things you heard while feeling stressed about your dog. Your notes will also help you explain the veterinarian’s diagnosis to other family members.

Take the time to do things in an orderly way. Feelings of grief are easier to endure before the loss than after, if the dog can be comfortable. It also gives you time to have a loving good-bye that will become a good memory.

If the dog is suffering, provide relief for that suffering. Realize that dogs have a survival instinct to hide their

pain, so you have to be alert for subtle things. When a dog who normally eats well stops eating, that is a big deal. Panting or other restlessness at night, housetraining accidents in a dog who hasn’t had them for years, and signs of separation anxiety are other things to watch for. Many things that cause dogs to suffer can be relieved at least temporarily and give the dog a bit more time of feeling comfortable.

When suffering is no longer being relieved, don’t fall into the common trap of just hoping your dog will die quietly and spare you from making a decision. In many of those cases, it means the owner has made the dog suffer unnecessarily. Ask your veterinarian to help you end your dog’s life at the appropriate time.

When the time comes, some dogs would find it more comforting for the owner to be present and others would not. If you are a skilled handler and can help your dog stay calm, you might forever be glad you did this last loving thing for your dog.

On the other hand, if you are not comfortable being there or your dog is more fractious toward veterinary staff in your presence, it is better for you to step out of the room for the brief moments of the procedure. Veterinarians are accustomed to this sad duty and will perform it kindly.

Think now of the arrangements you want for your dog’s remains, so that when the time comes you will have already decided. Different people have different needs in this aspect of grief. Some want ashes to keep at home, scatter, or bury. Some want nice caskets. Some want headstones and permanent-care pet-cemetery plots. Some want to have the dog’s body preserved. Some want a minister or other person to conduct a funeral or memorial service for the dog.

We all need to just respect each other’s feelings about how the dog’s remains are handled. Support someone else’s decision even if it’s wildly different from yours. How this is handled can greatly help people heal from the grief.

There may be other people who love your dog. Keep your friends and extended family members informed about what is happening. Talk to those who are close to the dog about what each of you feels and wants in the dog’s care, being present at euthanasia, and the remains.

The costs of a dog’s last illness can be high, and we need to prepare for that much earlier in the dog’s life. Things can happen at any time. An ideal option is to have money in a savings account available for the dog’s expenses. Another way is to keep a credit card open enough to cover the dog’s medical needs.

You’ll want to discuss finances in advance with others in your life who share that responsibility. But don’t try to anticipate a dollar amount or to make your decisions—especially early in the illness—based on money. Instead, carefully listen to all the information (taking notes), and make your decision based on what you think your dog would want if your dog could know what you know about the whole situation.

The financial aspects become much clearer when you put the dog’s welfare first. Others involved in paying the costs may be more supportive if they are consulted in advance rather than having it “sprung” on them at the last minute. They are also more supportive if they have been included in decisions about the dog from the beginning of your lives together. Too often, people do too much or too little for the dying dog, and regret it ever afterward. Talking things over as a family can help you avoid this.

Watch for the right moment when both parties feel like talking. Emotionally, a good way to approach it may be in several brief conversations rather than one intense session that doesn’t give people time to think about what they want and to process their feelings before talking again.

Time really does help. So don’t wait until the last minute. Don’t assume you know how the other person feels or what the other person wants. You can be stronger as a family from handling this situation well together.

Communication is a skill, and communicating well about something as hard as the death of your dog will give you increased confidence that you can count on each other.

If you are not the dog’s primary human, but that person is your loved one and needs your emotional and financial support to deal with this situation, think carefully about everything you decide and say. This is not the time to make any kind of power play or penalize the person in some way. This is the time to be there for those you love. If you are not quite as close to the dog, you may have valuable observations that the dog’s closest human is just too upset to see, such as behavior changes indicating the dog is in pain.


When a dog is dying, the dog probably doesn’t know that. A dog lives until he or she dies. We humans do well when we do the same and make the best use of the time we are given. Time is always limited. It’s wise to think about your dog’s whole life and how you are going to care for that time when you first decide to get a dog.

The pain of grief and the costs in money and energy make up the price we pay for the love of our dogs. It is a bargain, but it is a high price. Planning well ahead can help us avoid letting our dogs down just when they will need us most.

When a person has had to make the agonizing choice to put a dog to sleep, the most healing words you could say are “You did the right thing.” Don’t say it if you don’t believe it. But if you do believe it, those words will help.

Our dogs love us with their whole selves. One who loves us wants the best for us, and your dog would want you to heal from grief and be able to fully love again. In a mysterious way, you can even love more deeply for knowing the cost—and the value—of love. People often find their love for the departed one continues to grow.

Love is infinite and powerful. You don’t run out of love like a bucket becoming empty. The more you love, the better you get at loving—it’s like a muscle that grows stronger with good use. Your relationship with your next dog can be even better, if you will let it. Everything you learned from loving the dog who has left you can bless your next dog.

Some people are ready for another dog right after a loss, but many need some time to grieve. For various reasons, you may decide to refrain from getting another dog. This is a decision to think about and discuss with the family long in advance of grieving for your dog. Picking a dog you can be responsible for over the next 10 to 15 years is a huge decision. Grieving people should avoid big decisions whenever possible.

It saves a lot of pitfalls to decide as much as possible about your next dog long in advance of your dog having any terminal illness. That doesn’t mean you can’t change your mind when the time comes. But it can greatly help you through the loss, and we should never underestimate the impact of grief. It can bring on many problems. It is important to handle it carefully.

Be good to yourself during grief and do the same for anyone around you who is going through it. Don’t say “I know how you feel”—you can never know just how someone else feels. You might say something like “I can only imagine how you must feel.”

Most of all, just be there and let the person express feelings, including tears. Tears are the work of grieving. Take time to do that work for your own grief. You can come through grief with a greater joy in life and a greater appreciation of love. That is a gift your dog would want to give you.

Kathy Diamond Davis is the author of the book Therapy Dogs: Training Your Dog to Reach Others. Should the training articles available here or elsewhere not be effective, contact your veterinarian. Veterinarians not specializing in behavior can eliminate medical causes of behavior problems. If no medical cause is found, your veterinarian can refer you to a colleague who specializes in behavior or a local behaviorist. Copyright 2006 - 2010 by Kathy Diamond Davis. Used with permission. All rights